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HAPPY NEW YEAR, hence a new lj. add that as a friend. you can keep this one for decoration but if creativity isn't your bag, delete it and add the other one. thanks, loves.
xoxo,
chris
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[17 Dec 2003|09:25pm] |
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merry early christmas just incase i don't make it back before santa comes. <3
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| i'm (kinda) back! |
[12 Dec 2003|07:10pm] |
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hey guys... i'm back - kind of. i'm not gonna say i'll write again soon but i'm writing now so if you're reading, it's nice to tell you all that's been going on in my life.
first of all, irvi or bry if by any chance you read this, i wanna say hi and that i miss you all dearly. i have a new cell number so try and e-mail me here to get it from me. oh and bry, some guy or girl or something has a VERY similar screen name to yours.. i think it's *xxkillmequick* which very much upsets chris. must i hurt them?
anyways, back to what i really came here for, in case i don't come back soon to catch up with everything else, this will be a time that i will try and get everything out. it'll probably be very good for me to sort all the things that have been going on in my life out. so, before you bitch about the lengthiness of this entry, stop.. breathe.. and take the stick out of your ass. kthx.
i'm gonna start back to a few months ago. i'm in high school now. my feelings have totally changed toward high school. i love it now. there's so much more to it then just more homework. it's much much deeper than that. first let me tell you my schedule:
1st block: Spanish
2nd block: Geometry
3rd block: Varsity Choir
L - U - N - C - H
4th block: Biology
okay, so in spanish.. (man, it's so incredibly easy) i'm passing, no questions asked. in geometry, my grades are always up and down because of my absenses but i think right now i'm passing with at least an 80. in 3rd block.. my favourite, i'm passing of course. (oh, and i got 2nd chair in region a few weeks ago! woohoo!) and in biology i've already lost credit so i'm just deadweight in that class and all i do is talk and call people on the phone. so that's what's been going on gradewise. i already told my mom that i'm gonna fail biology no matter what and she took it really well so it's all good. anyways, it's starting to get about as cold as it's gonna get down here. lows in the 50's and highs in the 70's-80's. how sad. *i'm dreaming of a white christmas.* anyways, i have a WONDERFUL new boyfriend. he's amazing. it'll be 2 months in about 7 days. and my birthday is in about 3. it's on december 16th. awesome, huh? so that's what's coming up. i'm going carolling tomorrow at about 8:45 in the morning with the choir "bunch" so that should be fun. man o man i had so much to say but i forgot all of it. well, my school life is better than my family life right now. except for my mom - she's the greatest. oh and i can't forget my little sister. she's so cool. they love jon (my boyfriend) so it's all gravy. i'm not quite sure what's gonna go down for christmas.. as far as what i'm gonna do with the fam. i'm not sure if my real dad is coming down to visit or not. i know he's moving here around january which is amazing because we've been trying to get him to do that all of our lives and now when we don't really need him anymore he's moving.. but it's his life. i guess it'll be cool anyways. well.. i don't really know what else to say.. this was all kind of random stuff just thrown in all around the page, but hope you guys kind of get what i'm saying.. i think i'm gonna go for now and see if i have any plans (HA!) so take care and comment if you need to get ahold of me.. and i'll be checking my mail every once in a while as well. so there you go. bye for now.
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| bring on the rain. <3 |
[22 Aug 2003|10:22pm] |
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country music and cappuccino are soo excellent when you're sick. yes guys, chris likes country. LOL. loser, huh? it's just so.. pretty. lol. gosh i'm getting stupider and stupider by the second. anyways, i wanna send love to my pammy for loving me. lol. she's so sexay. *mwah* anywho.. i'm in high school now. oh no. i miss middle school so much. how weird, huh? i think it's because in my middle school.. well in 8th grade, i had the best year. we were at the top.. it was OUR school.. and here in pace ( my HS ) it's not like that at all. we're back at the bottom. oh well. i guess it'll get better with time. plus high school has many many fun boys.. and the classes are cool.. and i feel a lot more independent and free than i did in MS. oh i went skipping a couple of days ago. wednesday. yeah i went skipping 4th block. to my old middle school. LOL. with a whole bunch of people. great my 3rd day of school and i'm going skipping.. back to my middle school. what's wrong with me?! anywho, lindsey lohan (sp?) = sexay. freaky friday is SUCH a cute movie. i <3 it. well i gotta go for now. stepdad's here. much love. I'M OUT. -lol- j/k. well i do have to go though. so byee..*
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| today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you |
[15 Aug 2003|12:08pm] |
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hey guys! fishie orientation at my high school tomorrow. eep. i'm talking to bry right now about him moving to brownsville with me. hehe. how wonderful would that be? anyways, school starts on monday and i haven't received my schedule yet. scurry. i probably won't get it until the first day of school which is awful. i guess i'll ask about that tomorrow.. or have someone ask. anyways, i need to hop in the shower and finish these cheerios so bye for now.. oh but here of my friday five. enjoy! lol <3.
1. How much time do you spend online each day? i probably spend about an average of 3 hours a day online.
2. What is your browser homepage set to? well it's AOL so the "aol welcome screen" is the first thing i see.. but on IE (which i never use) i think it's set to the former *acid-crash.org*. . . ::sheds a tear::
3. Do you use any instant messaging programs? If so, which one(s)? i have AIM*, deadAIM*, msn, yahoo, of course just regular AOL.. and i think that's it.
4. Where was your first webpage located? hometown.aol.com & easydesigner.com.
5. How long have you had your current website? if we're talking about lj/~killing_romance, for a couple of months i think.. but if we're talking about acid-crash.org we had it for a while.. man i don't remember exactly.. how horrible. ::sigh::
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| boo! |
[14 Aug 2003|03:33pm] |
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hey everyone! well.. the 2 of you that check this every month when you get around to it. lol. anyway, i am having the worst period of my life. i am going to eat tacos and go get the glasses that i won't be using. lol. or not. mkay, well, i'm gonna go. <3.
p.s. i <3 my irvilicious
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hi everyone. how's life treating you?? i'm doing alright.. on my rag.. and yeah but other than that i'm doing okay. yesterday was horrible but i got everything straightened out. well.. i'm busy and i'm leaving but i'll be sure to write later on tonite or early tomorrow. <3..*
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[11 Aug 2003|07:45pm] |
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[19 Jul 2003|11:59am] |
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LMFAO. you guys have to go here and play ganguro girl. i guess you'd think it's mainly a game for a guy but it really is a lot of fun. i mean.. i'm already on day 3 and i haven't talked to the girl yet *lol* but oh well.. you pimps should go give it a try.
anyways, sorry i haven't written in a few days. not like anyone really cares but let's pretend they do. i don't have an excuse for not writing.. i just haven't felt like it. anyways, i've seen anger management SO many times.. i can't even tell you. i saw it twice this week with different people. one time with chris and josh and the other time with fabian and ivan <3. yeah. so anyways, working on "rekindling" (???) a relationship here so don't be suprised if i don't write very often for the next week. I WANNA GO TO THE ISLAND! i <3 south padre. it's so cool 'cause it's only like 30 minutes away. i've only been there twice (??) this summer. i need more island. all those fun surfer boys. wee! XD mkay i'm being a loser. well, i should go before i get more into the subject. <3.
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[15 Jul 2003|01:07pm] |
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lol. i played MASH today.. man.. brings back memories. these were my results..
You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a Pink Escalade.
You will marry **** and have 4 kids.
You will be a CPS in San Antonio.
LOL. yeah.. that was fun. yesterday a few guys came over and we played pool all day.. it was really fun. i love having a pool table. you'll never get bored. lol. but yeah.. it was a lot of fun. we played literally ALL day. man, i'm getting better and better at that game. i used to suck so hard. so yayforchris.
today i think i am going to the movies with chris and josh.. and tomorrow i think i'm going to fabian's house.. so i shouldn't be all too bored. i'll write soon. <3.
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[14 Jul 2003|12:23pm] |
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today a few of my friends are coming over to play pool. we're gonna have a pool-playing day. lol. wee. yep. it should be fun despite the fact that i started my period last nite. grrRr. :( i'm downloading e-quake so i can learn how to play and kick bry's arse. <33. oh i took this quiz. it so fits me. yep.
Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In?
Brought to you by Faytrial
i hope it doesn't look all gay on this layout.. if it does i'll take it off. anywho, i saw the league of extraordinary gentlemen yesterday. i don't know about everybody else but i thought it was wonderful. not only due to shane west, but the movie itslef was great. anyways, i gotta get in the shower by 12:30 so i should fly. <33.
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| friday five! |
[11 Jul 2003|11:01am] |
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1. Do you remember your first best friend? Who was it? yeah her name was amanda (i think..) and we did that whole necklace thing but i lost mine and she'd always wear hers and i'd tell her that i had it hanging on my wall because i didn't want her to know i had lost the necklace she had bought me. sad, really. but i was only in like, kinder or something.. so it's not a big thing.
2. Are you still in touch with this person? not at all. i don't know what school she goes to, i wouldn't recognize her if i saw her, i don't even remember her last name. so, i probably will never see/speak with her again.
3. Do you have a current close friend? i have a lot of close friends. fabian, sonya, amanda, karen, ivan, chris.. we can go on.. i also consider bryan a close friend seeing as i tell him everything. lol. so yeah, I <3 MY COMPUTER.
4. How did you become friends with this person? LOL. well there's many different stories but lemme choose one and then i'll give you that story. *puts names in a hat and picks one out* FABIAN! uhm, i went out with his best friend (ivan) and ivan broke up with me and fabian was the one i always talked to about it. soOo, after the whole ivan thing was over.. we continued talking and now he's one of my best friends. i talk to him everyday about everything. so, THERE. :)
5. Is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? Why? well.. i have friends who i lost through rumors that weren't true, and yes, i miss them, but if they were real friends they would've never believed those rumors in the first place. kTHX.
my fucking dad woke me up at 10:30 this morning when i went to sleep at about 5:00am. GOD. pissed me off.. anyways.. oh man.. i had a water war on july the 9th from about 9:20pm til about 1:30am... it was too fun. water = teh secks. gotta jet. <33.
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[08 Jul 2003|04:59pm] |
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i will remember you - sarah mclachlan
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
remember the good times that we had?
i let them slip away from us when things got bad
how clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
i'm so tired but I can't sleep
standin' on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
we are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
but I will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
i'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
you gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
and I will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
and I will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
weep not for the memories
d&i - i love you both & won't forget you.
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| it's bry's berfday! |
[07 Jul 2003|06:35pm] |
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happy birthday to bry.. happy birthday to bry.. happy birthday dear brybryyyy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOUU!! mkay now that that is over and done with.. i'm dying of boredom. let's just say that i have not left the house since.. saturday and it's monday afternoon. that's kind of depressing. not even to get water. or to wash a car. nope. been inside. all.. day.. long. well anyways, i really miss acid-crash.org. REALLY. i hope we get stuff back up soon. i've already got a layout started. i'm excited about it. we just need to find a host. IF ANYONE KNOWS OF A NICE PERSON WHO WOULD HOST US FOR FREE.. i'll make a layout or something for them.. LET ME KNOW on AIM at killing romance or farmermccracken (only IM me here if it's for the purpose of a new host for a-c) or e-mail me at.. damn it.. no just IM me. lol was that confusing enough? well.. i really have nothing to write about except DON'T GO SEE TERMINATOR 3 BECAUSE IT SUCKS MY BALLS. and your mom's too. kthx. <3.
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[25 May 2003|10:36am] |
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5 days laft of school.. i am not ready to leave the place i've made my home for the past 3 years. it'll be a sad sad departure. i know i'm mentally prepared to move on.. but emotionally - i think not. i'm going "prom dress" shopping today. wErD tO yO mAmA. well i gotta go. love you all. oh p.s. i got drunk last night... it was fun.
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[18 May 2003|09:24pm] |
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yea. long time no type. or talk. or speak. or communicate. god shoot me. anyways, this layout sucks ass. why can't we just make it simple and kill my livejournal? because every once in a while i decide to check in. hahahaha. once every 821094724+ years. well, i think acid-crash is back open. i'm too drained to have anything to do with it. how gay am i? way to go bry. i do miss bryan, zee love of my life. i feel like a bitch. a ball-sucking b1tch. but it's ok. yeah so i'm heart-broken guys. isn't that swell? some asshole decided to come along, act like he really liked me, wine me and dine me, and then drop my like a fucking hot potato or some shit related. just kill me. so i'm sitting here about 3 weeks after we broke up still thinking about him. while he's getting off. with my ex-best-friend. 0h Mi GaWdNeSzZz!!!1!1 but it's ok. because i can sit here on my fatass all day long and cry and mope and go out of the house and act like nothing happened. cause i'm cool like that. right? no? YES, BITCH, YES. wank you. :D
*hugs*n*kisses*
chris
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| yay for st. patrick's day. |
[17 Mar 2003|08:25pm] |
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oh joy. i had a good st. patrick's day. yup. well kind of. it ended in a headache. hmph. anyway, sorry for abandoning this journal. no one even comes here but it's all good. acid-crash.org should be put back up soon with a new layout and everything.. which means so with x.acid-crash.org which means i'll be using my livejournal again. i stayed after school 'til 5:30 with audrie, kassy, samantha, and bridgette. it was shitloads of fun. we had a wide range of conversation. porn to making out to our throats hurting to our cup game to lizzie mcguire to the phrase "see you on the flip side". haha. and there was much more conversation between there that i'm not at liberty to discuss. mwahah. i have mardis gras beads ! feck yeah, bry ! rofl. anyway, dude, i love eminem. he's so 53ck51. i miss my irvi. it's not her fault that we don't talk much anymore. it's mine. i always have my away message on. but i'm always away from the computer or working on layouts and stuff. i need more time for her because she's the coolest. so irvi if you're reading this, I LUFF YOU. kaythx. im in love. *sigh* okay, i have to be a girl. so bear/bare (wevertf) with me for the next couple of minutes.
i really like this guy. and he did like me too. but he had a girlfriend. but no one even thought they were going out because they were never closer than 10 meters away from each other. so while he was going out with her, he liked me. but now that they've broken up, i don't know if he likes me anymore 'cause he's kind of backed off. but why?? is it because he knows we both like each other? is it because he doesn't like me anymore? is it 'cause he's shy? well anyway, that's what's been on my mind lately. i'll keep ya'll updated on what goes on with that.
today i didn't wear any green just to see if i can get a rise out of people. i got quite a few good pinches and i didn't think i would. after a while though, i decided to put a sticker on my face that said "kiss me, i'm sort of irish!". it was cute. so i wore it all day. anyway, i have nothing better to talk about right now since this headache has kind of DRAINED me.. so i'm gonna jet. g'nite/evening/whichever. <3. xo.
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| gdmn it. charro days rpt. |
[28 Feb 2003|06:20pm] |
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yeah. i just wrote an effing entry and stupid LJ deleted it. GOD that pisses me off. i was writing about how we have a stupid one and a half days off of school (today was the half day, tomorrow is the whole day) for some obviously insignificant holiday that us "hispanics" or "mexicans" like to call charro days. somewhere along the line it became just a time to eat tacos and go on vacation. why you ask? i have no clue. but i'd rather today not have been a half day because i feel unaccomplished. then.. before lj deleted my muthaeffing entry, i asked a sensible question. it went something like this: wouldn't having a livejournal be much more efficient if you actually wrote in it once in a while?! *cough*chris*cough* yes, yes, i do believe so. then i stated my near futuristic plans which were: 1.) blog at the sad, pathetic, deadx.a-c.org and 2.) the gorgeous acid-crash.org. and i think that basically covers all aspects of the previously deleted entry due to livejournal's idiotic mistake. throw in a few big words here and there and we're set to go. <3. xoxo. kthxbi.
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[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<align="left">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <p align="justify"><b>[edit]</b> <align="left"><a href="http://acid-crash.org/x/littlefatkid.gif" target="new"><img src="http://acid-crash.org/x/littlefatkid.gif" height=30 width=30 style=border:1 color=000000"></a> yeah, that's my boyfriend. i know ya'll are jealous. ( i got this from bry who got this from <a href="http://lollirot.org" target="new">john</a> who is mad 53ck51.) <b>[/edit]</b> bastard of a livejournal deleted my last entry. rah. anyway, i'll just have to type it up again. <a href="http://livejournal.com/~freefallingxx" target="new">bry</a> and i are talking about stupid videos from the imfamous <a href="http://godfart.com" target="new">godfart.com</a> & <a href="http://newgrounds.com" target="new">newgrounds.com</a>. these are a few that we shared. 1.) <a href="http://newgrounds.com/portal/content.php?id=32566&date=1045976400&quality=b" target="new">beebo, the smoking cat</a> 2.) <a href="http://newgrounds.com/portal/content.php?id=20935&date=1045976400&quality=b'" target="new">mario twins</a> (gotta be my favourite) 3.) <a href="http://www.godfart.com/view.php?id=flash/view&h=300&w=400&i=movies/swfs/ssb" target="new">name this what you'd like</a> so yeah. you know your tempted to click them, so GO. once you're done with that, go visit <a href="http://acid-crash.org" target="new">acid-crash.org</a> and our luffly new layout (((bry))) or <a href="http://livejournal.com/~kinkyfaerie" target="new">irvi</a> 'cause she put up with me for 54 minutes on the phone last nite. i should have something interesting to write about later on. wait, no, i probably won't. but come back anyway and check. oh and add me as a friend, bi0tch3z. <3. xoxo. |
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[22 Feb 2003|03:47pm] |
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okay.. i'm not usually one to express how i feel about this avril lavigne (sp?) girl.. but right now i'm a little puzzled about a couple of things. first of all, here avril states "punk is not me and it's not my lifestyle. punk is political, it's hardcore, it's... you know, it's a touchy subject. i hate it when people label me punk. my music is not punk and my lifestyle definitely isn't. i'm in the pop world.". that gave me a little more respect for her, mkay? so then, i go here to read up on her and see if she actually sticks by that statement, and i go to her bio. there, it states, "anything but ordinary. that's putting it mildly when describing avril lavigne. a skater-punk, a dynamic spirit, a true wild child..." now correct me if i'm wrong, but i think that contradicts what was stated by her earlier. and even if the biography was not written by her (which it was not) it is still her website and she has to approve somewhere down the line what she does and does not want on it. i just had to vent. and that is my opinion. <3. xoxo.
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